Devil On My Back

And it’s hard to dance with a devil on your back
So shake him off
FLORENCE + THE MACHINE, Shake it Out
 
Ketika rasanya begitu marah dan sesak sampai menangis. Yep, that’s exactly what I felt today.
 
It’s not about love (or the semi unrequited absurd one). It’s not about friends talking behind your baik, it’s not about hurting friends and you just can’t do anything but listen. It’s about someone’s challenge and you felt so ultimately angry that you cried.
 
Not that kind of crying that you bawled out and hiccuped here and there. But the kind of crying when you grab a pack of tissue, stormed out of the classroom, slammed the tissue pack to the ground, plopped right next to it and glared at anybody nearing you in 5 meters.
 
So ultimately upset that you shoved a fist at the back of that person in public and you felt good knowing other’s knew what you did. Yes even cowardice tastes sweet, I just don’t care.
 
 
 
 
I’m too angry to sort my feelings. It was really repulsive, despicable, and it really hurts.
 
 

It hurst to much, like trying to dance with a devil on your back..

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